Freedom

Soā€¦.I made the executive decision to come off of zoloft. Itā€™s been 3 days now and Iā€™ve never felt better. I went from 75mg to 0 cold turkey and luckily, I havenā€™t had any withdrawal symptoms. Also, Iā€™ve felt practically the same, other than the fact that I actually have my emotions back; puppy videos make me cry again lol. Havenā€™t told my psych yet and donā€™t plan on it until Iā€™m off for a month..just so I can see how it goes. Iā€™ve noticed my anxiety is slowly returning, but the depressive thoughts arenā€™t, so I guess thatā€™s good? My biggest fear was becoming dependent on meds all my life, so Iā€™m glad I donā€™t have to rely on them in order to feel ā€œhappyā€. Hopefully this continues going well. If I experience withdrawal in the future, I guess Iā€™ll go back on the meds and step down as recommended when coming off of them. For now, Iā€™m glad I decided to stop.

My next step will be exploring other coping mechanisms for my depression and anxiety. Natural remedies? Meditation? Not sureā€¦.will update again.

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